... it was Catherine they wanted. H-He had taken s-some ... precautions for h-h-himself.

I w-w-w-was not s-s-so lucky.

[ ... ]

They b-believed I would have useful i-i-information ab-b-bout his movements and p-plans. I h-had been closest to h-him for s-s-some time.

I was interrogated. Occasionally t-t-t-tortured.

[ She says it with complete neutrality. ]

I d-d-did not have what th-they wanted. Th-They decided I w-was worthless, and t-t-t-to my understanding h-had decided t-t-to move me s-somewhere else. P-Permanently. [ ... ] Th-They had n-no further use for me.